真的只能回味。

“往事就真的只能拿来回味。。

想太多，就只会令到自己不开心。。”

为什么
到现在
我还是
将没用。。

            都是我
            想太多
            我知道
            旧不去
            新不来。。

我知道
我自己
在后退。。


我觉得
最痛的
就是我
仍然是
放不下。。


不开心

不甘心
不忍心
不灰心
不狠心。。






而且还
不小心
想起你。。






不开心，因为你不开心。
不甘心，为何天欺负你。
不忍心，看着你的伤心。
不灰心，你还是我朋友。
不狠心，把你删除忘掉。

你应该得到更好地命运。
你不应该那么的不幸运。
你应该有很多真心朋友。
你应该要每天都开心的。
你应该和他幸福开心的。

你当初选择是对的。。
你那时真的该离开。。
你会得到更多更多。。
你会更加更加开心。。

你一定要幸福快乐。。

因为我会在远处守护着~不属于自己的你。。

你伤心，不开心，面对困难和问题时
我仍然期望你愿意与我这个朋友分享

iMbAs kEmBALi wITh DAI =)

25-3-2010

i had complete and oso finished my 3 test ..
that was.. OHR.. TITAS.. ENG...
wish to get my result !! =)

GOD BLESS =)

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26-3-2010

i get my mom call in this morning...
she want me go back ipoh earlier and take care about bryan..
but at least i had reached my home around 3.30pm...>.<
haha...

1st of all ..
me and panda and ducke went to the bus stop wait for the ipoh bus around 1 pm after we went to skul sign our ENG assignment...
but ... unfortunately...NO BUS BACK IPOH...>.<
my gods... when we play till crazy.. 
i saw OOI KUANG YIK car pass by the bus stop and i knew that he gonna go IPOH...!!!
god bless... haha... i gave him a call and asked him U-TURN and come back fetch us...!!
he really U-TURN back... and fetch us... then we all go PANDA's house and saw her mom and follow them go back their secondary skul AMC purpose for take their SPM origin cert..=)
but ... at the end... they cant take... coz at that time is LUNCH TIME for all the teacher... >.<
then... panda fetch us go [ da shu jiao ] gao ding our lunch... two of them ate laksa...>.<....
and also meet with DUCKE's bro there..=)
after had their lunch then is time for me to GO BACK HOME... ahahah....
coz my MOM had call me FEW TIME...>.<....

after rest and had my dinner at home i went back my secondary skul PGS that nite...
purpose is = purchase the ticket from my junior and oso becoz of i had promise them will go back see their final rehersal...=)... [[ i had done wat i'm promise you guys ]]
at the same time... you guys didnt make me disappointed oso!!
haha... i really can saw you guy had really put effort in this concert !! i love this song !! [ if we hold on together ] ( clarinet part ) ..w0w...!! i love my junior !!!! XD... THANKS =)

sOOrY mOm =)

LovE u =D

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27-3-2010

very IMPORTNANT event for me...=)
PGS BAND CONCERT...~!!!
yaya...
they really done well that nite !!! i love their show !!!
that is the 1st time im being a listener and watch their concert !!
the feelings was ..
[ is GLAD for me .. if im one of the member who take part in this concert ]
i really enjoy the BAND time with you guys !! with all my SECONDARY FRIEND !!!
my FRIENDSHIP !!!
im STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT... THIS BAND FREINDSHIP WILL NOT CHANGE because of time!
MY BLUR BLUR TEAM... MY 5PE FRIEND !! MY BAND FRIEND and JUNIOR !!!
thanks GOD..
because we studies is the same SECONDARY SKUL.. we join the same society !!

THANKS PGS MILITARY BAND ..
because of YOU !!
we join together...
we PLAY..
we CRAZY..
we CRY..
we LAUGH ..
we GET SCOLD..
we PRACTICE...
we had FUN together !!!
haha!! =D

thanks your all because BRING me a LOT OF sweet swEET SWEET memories in my SECONDARY SKUL LIFE =D

i really enjoy the show =)

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28-3-2010

haha... FAMILY DAY..=D
my DEAR MOM had woke me up early in this morning...
i kept my clothes and also my thing after woke up..
because after went to cameron they will straight away send me back to kampar...=(
so.. after pick up my things....
we START our journey to CAMERON.. haha...
althought not a special place for u all..
but it's GLAD to me..
because i had fun with my family...=D
haha....

i reached kampar around 3.30 ...
i straight away go for buddist meeting after it..
but they juz cleaned the room...>.<
around 6.30 bek to my hostel then start FB.. and 8pm went to meeting again..>.<
pizza AS my DINNER... LOLx....

after the meeting...
meant NOW!!!
only i free to upload some photo... [ but line lag till BEH TAHAN ]
and olso upload my BLOG...=)

~END~

~NITE~

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fight for tomoro =)

uLTRa Da! =D

wH0 aM i??

CONFUSED?

what kind of word can be use for describe me??
LOLx...
i dunno....

ytd my F dear asked me actually u cute or leng zai or leng nui geh wor??
she saw im CONFUSED her...
SWT..=.=
TOTALLY SWT...

actually IM really CUTE + LENG + YENG + SHUAI gah....
LOLX...
really geh ma.........
where i CONFUSED u??
NEVER n EVER.....

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22-3-2010

tonite...
is the 1st time i ACCIDENTALY take SMTG from xxx
LOL.....
actually the 1st person do it is not me...
but is MISS PANDA...
wakakka...
F DEAR [ renn ] said....
some of the stress person will use tis type of action to release their stress...
becoz they will feel relax and happy when they do so...
LOLX...
so PANDA is becoz of TOO STRESS so oni do so rite??
but.....
me is BECOZ of FUNNY and so i juz follow lo........
hahahahaha....

i HAD separate all the chocolate to LECTURER .. COLLEGUES.. and FRENZ today...
muahahahahahah...

HAPPY WHEN WITH ALL OF U ^^

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haiz....
i will have 3 test together tis thrusday...
but then tis wed i stil have a GF OA meeting...
LOLX.....
tats meant i have to finish my TITAS and oso my OHR tonite !!!
can i ??
=.=

dun think so....
muahahahahahahaa....

just try my best....

because i'm uLTrA dA! =)

~~c0nVaLeScENcE~~

最近

没什么太大的事情发生。。
没什么太大的人生改变。。
没什么特别的事件发生。。

但是。。
觉得很累。。。。。。。。
或许。。
体能正在复原当中。。。。
也许。。
生病的关系。。。。。。。

认识了一班可以说是新朋友吧！！
她们都很可爱。。
很好笑。。。
很废。。

女的有：susu [叔叔]..pie [leng nui]..miko[kawai]
男的有：miss T ..[ =P ]... hong [ thin + tall ]... ken .. darie...and dunno what is their name..
哈哈。。。
其实他们都是我的Ｆ　ｄｅａｒ的死党。。。
哈哈。。。
也是因为她。。
我才会见到他们。。

还记得。。
第一次去ＦＤＥＡＲ　家就是去。。。［ＧＡＭＢＬＩＮＧ］
那个时候。。
我和他们没什么讲话的。。。
然后。。
一起和他们吃饭。。
到现在。。
大家一起颠！！

哈哈。。。
他们很搞笑！！
一直说我像这个。。。像那个。。。
其实我有话讲！！
是他们像我。。。。。
ＸＤ
哈哈。。。。
当然啦！！
我美＋帅＋可爱＋搞笑。。。
哈哈哈哈哈
［［自夸。是我的强项］］

康复中的uLTrA dAi..=)

...INcURaBLe...

其实爱情就像舞会..
已开始教会你最初舞步的..
未必就是陪到你到最后的那个..

爱情就像音乐...
遇见好听的就会陶醉其中...
单曲重播,,一秒都不想停下来...

等待

记得以前的我对以前的你说过...
等你是最幸福的事...
但是...
无结局的等待只会让人心碎...

累

这个世界上最累的事...
莫过于眼睁睁看着自己心碎了,,,
还得自己动手把它黏回原型..
有些时候...
让你走远..离我而去..
是因为[ 我爱你 ]

距离

我们的距离就像看了落的影子..拉长了...
所以你无法看见我为你而掉的泪...
曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影...
走了很久..才发现...
我还是走不出这黑暗的迷宫.....
你给过的伤害...
换回如今的阴影...
每当触碰到着伤口时...
我还是会哭..
还是会因这而不开心...

选择

我选择了逃避...
用尽了全部美丽的故事来掩盖丑恶的谎言...
我..催眠自己...
以为只要不触碰到伤口...
就会没事...
但是.....
因为....你还在我心里....

关于你

你送我的礼物...我都舍不得扔...
你给我的回忆...我都藏在心里...
偶尔拿出来重温...
很无聊的...
你的照片和号码....
删了又存...存了又删....

幸福

还会在你看不到的角落关心你...
提起你...想着你...
对你...其实我还很在意,,,
我很清楚....
我们的生命线不会再遇到交叉点了...
两条不碰面的平行线...
只能隔着远方看着你...

想念你的我...
希望你是幸福的...

给自己和一位刚从爱情路上跌到的好朋友...

朋友...永远在我们左右..=)

dont be w0nder..=).. here im..=D

FINALLY I'M BACK !! =)

haha...

seem like almost two month ++ i didnt appear on my BLOG...

XD

well... that is because of im BUSY on...

PLAY

STUDY

FUN

GOSSIP

FACEBOOK

MOVIE

and

OTHERS...

by the way...

the reason i'm re-design my blog and active it back is because of MY FRIEND..

they all DAMN ACTIVE in BLOG man....

LOLX...

some more .. their blog decoration QUITE NICE ...

=.=

is a little bit different from my blog decoration ..

[[ if compare with their blog ]]

=(

well.....

i'm cant guarantee that I"LL NOT LEAVE MY BLOG ALONE again..

haha...

because it's depend on IM FREE or NOT...xD

so dont be WONDERING why im APPEAR and why im MISSING..

=D

time pass really FAST...

right now already is YEAR ONE SEM THREE WEEK 5....

my gods...>.<

week 7 is the FINAL EXAM for SEM 3...

all the MID TEM TEST are COMING...>.<

ya.. maybe that's the time to add oil...

but not the time for me to add my oil...

muahahaha...xD

uLTrA dAi =)